Wednesday, Nov. 12, 2003 - 7:34 p.m.
It might be a few more days before anything appears on here; I just wanted the BarfFest entry to not represent my site all week.
Otherwise it's dying family members, guilt about wanting to go home but not knowing if I'm wanted at home, guilt about knowing others are feeling guilty about possibly making me feel I'm not wanted at home, drowning self in beer and internet but not exactly in an interactive way, wanting to get out of this sucky, sucky asshole of a state, not feeling much like writing, not feeling much like teaching. I will bring it when the time is right.